22.01.09
...So, suddenly i found myself back when it all begun, our two benches or maybe three, exactly where they were supossed to be.
I scratched the wall where i used to sit back, i wanted to unbury the lost souls, wanted to unlock the beautiful treasure where it all begun. I couldnt.
I walked away, getting close to the second one, where the clearest memories still alive, i sat how many times i did in those days, i saw her soul, her uncorrupted soul of those times, innocence in the air, i was grabbing her hands with both of mine. A soul that appeared and vanished representing differents days, weeks, and months, remembering her different hair brushes, her beautiful hair..., the clothes, the time, the rain...where we shared everything, in that place, where it all begun. I just couldnt bear.
Didnt dare to get close to the third one, maybe someday, but not now.
I just tend to get back to that place, not looking to hurt myself, but its 'cause i find peace and comfort, unluckily thats where every precious and some forgettable memories collide, and where ghost from the past still alive...
(And my english its getting worse, i know...)
Jom.
